I BLAME THE WORLD

 I BLAME THE WORLD!

Have you ever been with a baby for 24hours and you just wish to be like them? Well, yes, a lot of time I wish I were still a baby, because all I want to do is eat, sleep, be carried by a lot of people around, cry out loud and be attended to, be looked out for, and many more!

Some times, I'm tired and I don't want to be an adult again! I'm tired of crying on my pillows, I'm tired of hiding my pain from people, just not to get them worried, I'm tired of dealing with heartbreaks, I'm scared of the future, I'm scared of being called weak, some times, I feel like I can't do this again. 

I remember being a child and how I underrated being one. I mocked the child in me daily, I laughed at my pictures and my innocence. Back then, I told myself that I had a lot to achieve. I really wanted to grow up fast! and do the grown ups shit! It's funny how I saw growing up as fun. Well, maybe it is so much fun.

On a second thought, the truth of the matter is that Life is in stages, and each stage comes with its own sadness, joy, learning, unlearning and relearning, risk taking, failures, success and a lot of pressure . 

As much as I admire babies and wish I were still in the cradle, I have come to realise that being a baby too is so much hardwork, lol. Imagine not being able to communicate my pain or joy, and all I can do is cry, laugh or at least shout. Although, being a baby might seem cool, it comes with its own challenges too!

In the end, the world is not just fair enough to allow us take our time in understanding each stage and phase, but right now, all I want to scream is,  "Can the world at least give me a moment to handle each phase, learn from my mistakes and renew my strength? Can I be allowed to break down without  being reminded to get myself together and grow up?!"

I wish there's someone out there listening, someone I could blame, but too bad, everyone is busy trying to figure it out.

So yeah, since there's no one to blame, I blame the world and humans for putting pressure on me! 

In case, you find yourself in my shoes, Just know that it's okay  to live your life at your own pace, Calm down and enjoy every moment ,don't feel bad for living your life the way you want, don't allow the pressure!

Let's run this race together!

Let us put the world behind us and live freely, have fun like kids and be responsible adults!

Let us raise the bar for the coming generations!

Let us change the narration and understand the pros and cons of each phases!

I love you and I am here always rooting for you!

Let us raise our glasses high up in the air and make a toast!

Here's to living our lives without pressure! 

Cheers🥂