THE END IS HERE

THE END IS HERE!

Relax, I am not talking about rapture. I'm talking about 2022 which will be over in a couple of weeks. I won't lie, I am anxious that the end of the year is here again because the "are you fulfilled question" has been popping up in my head. Sincerely the answer is NO, because even after achieving most of the plans I set out to achieve this year, I still feel like I have not done enough. You can call it self sabotage but I won't lie to myself because it's the truth. 

In addition to these fulfilment questions, I had a good number of low times too. There were times when I felt like my life was on hold because I stopped caring about how I truly felt. This whole year was all about me putting up a facade, pretending to be all fine and acting all goofy even though it worked to a reasonable extent.

My age this year was a whole new drama of me actually accepting that I am a full fledge adult and I should live more responsibly. Even though I promised myself that I was going to put me first, I failed woefully at it again because I can't remember any point in time this year when I did that. Lol, I guess I will try again next year.

Moving forward, I know that I am not the only one feeling anxious and getting really worried about how the year is going to end but the bottom line is that we should be thankful that it's just the year that is ending and not us. Regardless of what happens, we are going to go again and have a better new year. The moral lesson of this is to let you know that you are not alone.

So for these last 30 days left in this year, your best energy can be really channeled into something positive. You can still smash one more goal off your plans for the year so do it end the year in a good note.

I really  care about you, so make sure you are ending the note by putting a smile on my face.cheers to  spending the last few days well.