ARE YOU FULFILLED?

Lately, I have been extremely overwhelmed. I have been feeling like I don't know what I'm doing with my life. I feel like I don't know whether I'm taking the right steps or whether I'm making myself and my family proud. I know that I'm not doing bad, but I'm not where I ought to be even though I'm better off than where I use to be. There is this vacuum I feel, this emptiness, this voice in my head that screams I am not enough, then there's also the voice that says "hey you are not there, yet don't relax."

I know this and I open up to some people but everyone  says "keep doing what you love, you will be fine." I have been doing that and it just doesn't feel like its working, some say work on your mindset that will help change the narrative but I don't think it's working. To be honest, I think it is getting terrible. This is me openly telling you all that I'm mentally breaking down again and I need help.

I know I am not the only one that feels this way, I know that there are a lot of us sitting pretty on this table. I don't know if I have the right words for us but I'm going to say what I try to tell myself; just breathe  and live each day like you always do.

We all chase fulfilment but more often than not, being fulfilled is a facade, a temporary distraction. We create this facade to make us feel like we have achieved our heart desires but in the end, no human can eventually be fully fulfilled. Just do your best and leave the rest, and don't forget to to be intentional about  what makes you genuinely happy. 

I love you and I know this too shall pass!