A TOUGH BEGINNING

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Whewwwwwwwww, the end of January is finally here! It felt like this month would never end, and everything seemed overwhelmingly impossible. Yet, here I am, having survived January's trials. In my previous post, I mentioned not having any plans or resolutions for the year, and I meant it. However, that decision weighed heavily on me throughout this month. I'm torn between relief that January is over and apprehension about what the rest of the year may bring because the beginning seems tough

January started with a battle for my health, with numerous visits to the hospital and pharmacy. My birthday was particularly challenging this year, spent mostly in tears and seclusion, pretending to be okay whenever someone called, while avoiding those who could see through the facade.it was a tough one and it felt like my world was caving in and I couldn’t do anything to help.

The year began with loss as well, with a friend losing his mother, and hearing of other families experiencing similar tragedies. Loss hits hard, and it weighed heavily on my mind because I know how loosing a loved one can take a toil on us. The Ibadan explosion further shook me, as Bodija, where it occurred, was a place I was used to. It reminded me how easily things could have been different if  it had happened just a year earlier.

I  survived by finding  solace and strength in the support of my family, friends, and you reading this. Your presence, prayers, genuine love, and willingness to listen have been my saving grace. I am grateful for each one of you.

As this month draws to a close tonight, I pray that the rest of the year brings better days and fewer challenges like those of January. To those who have experienced loss, may you find comfort and solace in the midst of your grief. Despite the rough start, I remain hopeful and rooting for all of us. Here's to a kinder and brighter year ahead for us all. Much love and light to you. ❤️💡